I admire you guy keep trying.
I'm also glad I do not write C++ on the daily anymore: luckily my software does not need that kind of performance characteristics.
I still reach for C++ on the backend. Honestly, with all its warts, I like it overall.
You can write pretty fast and reasonable code nowadays.
Yet I imagine your software depends on C++.
Either directly on top of a runtime/compiler written in C++, or as indirect dependency on a C++ compiler toolchain.